well yes I am around still, just had to refind my password. I have started back to college. So far im doing a 97 average in algebra, but got a 94 on my mid-term. Im disappointed w/ english, my teacher is a retired ceo and not  real teacher, he was an english major in college way back on the 40's and 50's , teaches very old-school. huge lover of poetry. We had mid-terms last week and he only gave us an hour to take the test. He is supposed to give us at least an hour and a half. A few of us are going to report him. Not only that for the first half of class he taught us new material and there was material on the test not covered by him at all. sincce I am only pulling a high B in class I needed that extra time, I also had to rush because , my second class starts just after his finishes so i had to leave no matter what .

Well here I am the most talkative person on the internet, lol NOT!! Some people say you become someone diferent on the internet where people dont know or se you. Not me can't seem to become that chatty person who goofs and is something they are not. What I am is a listener and reader. I do read everything people post and visit all my friends pages often. I have even had people dropme as a friend on myspace, because I dont chat ??!!!!!  OH WELL.

Well anyway on to my blog. I am sitting here just realising its August. In a few short weeks the man I gave birth to when i iwas 17 will be turning 21!!! OH MY!!! If that wasn't bad enough my youngest son will be 13!!! a few short weeks after that. OH BOY!!! Still another important birthday looms at me my middle boy will be 16!!! on the Solistice. All my boys w/ very important birthdays in one year . What's a mom to do ??? A year of important changes  for each of them as they move threw stages in life. With these numbers come new expectations of them in life, esp for my oldest.

Well one year ago today I lost my little one (miscarriage). I chose to have her at home and go totally natural. I am glad for it. I not only got to hold my tiny daughter, the size of my finger but was allowed to keep her. I have her ashes in a pendulum , I disbursed some to the wind as well.? By Sept? my dr and I had determined that my uterus was no longer able to sustain life. So I was given a total hysterectomy at the end of the month.

?On this day I am even more grateful for the 3 beautiful sons I have been blessed with. My love to you my boys James, Michael and Daniel. And my heart to you my daughter Jaenelle.

I was wondering if anyone practices Celtic paganism, wicca or witchcraft, also druidism. I would like to have books  or websites recommended to me to look into . Also anybody that would like to help with questions that would be great. Thank you !

http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2007/04/photogalleries/giant-crystals-cave/index.html

 My friend Ericka sent me this link. Its an article about a cave in Mexico w/ huge crystals in it. Has 2 piccys to go with it.